Hide Your Face (Offensive Language/Violence)

The worst bit of this is , I was meant to go to Newcastle yesterday and because they stole my wallet couldn't go because i was meant to be on a bus at 6.30am I couldnt get money out without a card till 9am ... and yes I have an idea , and if we find out it is him , it will break our hearts , but without proof its mute we cannot know for sure ... and I am fair if nothing else , time will out them I always say .. and I hope karma bites their ass ... its the photo and some pressed four leaf clovers my ex husbands mother gave me that I am devo'd about more than anything they were more special than you could believe ... bastards ... Love and big hugz Jayne x x x As they say though Cat ? blessings flow ... I forgot to mention .IN the wallet was my daughters trip money for a school excursion it was quite expensive , when the school heard about what happened they paid it for us ... so I just thought i would share that with you ... it made me cry that they thought so much of our daughter, to pay it for us .. "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

First off , I finally made it to newcastle I am at BossCombat's so for the next couple of days I am going to forget this event and hopefully someone up above will take pity on me and my memories will find their way back to me , thanks for the comment on this poem I honestly didnt expect this reaction its blown my mind LOL ... And I WOULD love you to comment on the typographical matters in my poem , cause right now I am so tired I am not sure what you meen LOL ... but I am smiling and I feel a little better today but still hurt, time heals , Olya is right its the suspicion is the worst of it, I have put him out of my mind to be honest I said to someone else last night I am fair , so till I know for sure it is just a stolen wallet, I refuse to let one thief change how I view my world ... I refuse to become the paranoid woman muttering to herself that everyone is stealing her stuff .. and it wouldnt because you see the night my wallet went missing there was only one other person at our house ... narrows the field down a tad lol ... BUT I cannot condemn someone in my mind, it makes me as ugly as the thief ... I hate to think what people think of me after this right but its hard not to hear some of these terms in my house my partner is a martial artist and 2 of my boys are boxers lol ... I am light as a feather if I took a swing at someone id end up in Oz looking for toto and asking for Aunt May ... LOL anyway I am going to enjoy my weekend with matty and robb ... and then hospital on monday and tuesday ... Love to you both Jayne x x x P.S I pissed myself laughing at the scaring the shit out of you all comment Snake said to tell you I am a big fucking pussy LOL ... "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

Of all the compliments you have given me this one has shocked me :O LOL I am really a pussy cat except where my babies are concerned , then I am a lioness lol ... The Pen is mighter than the sword and in this case its the only weapon I have to weld ... LOL I have so many people here that are pissed off about it Press that if they do come forward after they hand the wallet back they should run , where i come from? its the country, but we live by certain standards most of us anyway ... its this ... help Ya mates , keep ya hands in ya pockets and fingers too , and if you break any of our country traditions usually the boys get rowdy lol and you know what that means , I think its because people see how hard things have been for us , thats what made people so outraged , thanks for you comment huni... Your friend love Jayne x x "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

I know that you were waiting for this one since i sorta gave you the heads up,I am so glad you liked this one after reading all your horror poems I thought it would be a different write for me LOL . thieves are the bane of our world , and the reason that now , here in the country what would have been a unlocked door is now barred locked and guarded by dogs ... I know it wasnt anyone in my house that took my wallet my kids have grown up knowing that if you want something you ask for it and then we barter, chores or other LOL to get the said same thing ... and what pissed me off even more if they had of asked me for money I would have given it to them I am generous with friends and everyone knows that , thats why I was so hurt when it went missing ... take care huni much love and hugz Jayne x x x "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

BIGGEST SMILESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :D .... You know what after the worst FUCKING week I can remember in a long time .... You just gave me the biggest smile ... I HAVE MISSED YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH lol .... welcome back darlin ... eh fuck the theif your back ... makes it all better ... when you posting ??? huh huh huh ??? lmao sorry I know I am like a rabbit on red bulls ... but I am smiling :D:D love you huni check your mail ;) and again in the morning, while the boys go out for a bit later I will write you love and hugz Jayne x x x "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

.... I have a little temper , BUT as my dad says I am a slow train coming but when i get pushed a little bit too far ?, I SNAP , and this was my snappo lol ,what made me so very angry ? was know that this person was someone that was a friend, the night it went missing was in a two hour time frame it was sitting on my kitchen bench and then it wasnt, and there was only one other person in the house lol ... bit had not to make assumptions but I have cleared my mind of it and sit with am open mind till something shows me otherwise .. anyway I better go and visit with BossCombat he says G'day LOl and so does Snake , snake will get on the compuer tomorrow while we visit and answer everyones comments hes sitting back having a Jim Beam with Boss hes been working all week lol take care Love and hugz Jayne x x "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

I was shattered and I was angry, But like i said above I am trying to let go of the anger its a useless emotion if you cant let it go, its good to vent , fuck dont i know it but seriously ? I was more upset over a fifty yr old picture than I was bout the money which was a large sum I was going away the next day , oh I am in Newy already LOL hey Neighbour :P , staying at BossCombats ... who I am about to answer .. hes sitting across from me its so bizarre Lyz LOL ... anyway have a great weekend and take care much love Jayne x x x "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall"

LOL thats what worries me if you guys get to them before me I cannot swat a fly at the moment ...and ther wont be anything left ... its ok huni they will get theirs Karma and all that,anyway I gotta finish writing comments so I can come hang with you and Snake LOL love and hugz Jayne x x x x You know how weird this is replying to something while your in the room Tre' Bizarre pmsl ... "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

WOW hun were you bored ? just joking , there is over a hundred on here i was informed ... LOL the real me came out? ... well we all have different aspects to ourselves I am not a violent person but if I had the strength to beat the thief ... yup I would hvae no problem doing so ... Hooded stranger I am guessing you are new , I am away this weekend and just logged in ,so Welcome to the site its great to have you here I look forward to reading you , I am so glad you liked this one , I have been asked to get violent in poems more often for the male members of my household they apparently think my mind kung foo is strong he he he thank you for you comment ... Regards Jayne x x We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall ...

:P lol nothing wrong with feisty means we got spirit lol and I am glad it makes ya laugh i was still angry when I wrote it but I am ok I read this earlier and it made me cringe and then I laughed I thought eh nothing wrong with a bit of backbone lol ... thanks for your comment its much appreciated love and hugz Jayne x x x We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall ...

I read this now and I cringe a little BUT ~!!! its art and expression but its not the way I normally am BUT I was soooo angry ... and everyone seems to like my feisty side lol ... Glad you know I am still meee LOL much love and hugz Jayne x x "We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. Lynn Hall" ...

Thats so true but ... Anger can also be distructive ... I learnt over time when I get angry walk away? if the problem follows you ... then sort it out ... I dont react in anger normally but this asshole stole my wallet from my house without a thought to how they were going to affect our lives ... and it did in more ways than I could have imagined ...thanks for the read LOL and yes I know not many people like rhyming poetry but I love the romantics, what can I say they were the leaders who blazed the path of poetic change,to ignore it ? would be to forget where we came from ... love and hugs Jayne x x