Evil Within

                        Evil Within  My mind an endless resource of knowledge packed away within cells, which I have not accessed most containments in many of years. It is not that I ignored them or even had a chance to use them more so it is that I forgot how to access the many of equations, memories, thoughts, behavioral patterns and so forth. My mind clouded within immoral sin and unhealthy rituals, which I had, choose to par take in. The chemical substances which I subjected my mind, body, and soul to; over took my life as I knew it, changing the way I viewed the world around me and more so, the people around me, especially the people within my life which meant the most to me.I became a beast of chemical nature, a minus to society, and a child of darkness.When lightness of the world would come into sight, I would blow it out like a candle within the dark, I viewed light as an enemy, a nemesis like no other, trying to change what I had become. Evil comes in deferent forms, it had came to myself as a drug and in it I thought I was finding a way out of the pains in life which people must indoor and within this I became evil as it exists in human form.My mind lost in the frantic world of addictions and cravings which most people ignore their existence or do not want to acknowledge their presents.