Killing Me !

My individual body, Mankinds mystery

Life, self containing , a souls captor

Thoughts, ever expanding through my mind

never any boundaries, yet they can never be free

Like a prisoners dreams.

Things which come with joy, often take away more

and return less frequently, leaving me

Battered worse than before, lonely.

Reflections of a smiling child, I was long ago

when I look upon my son, my memory tells me so

this life has nearly blinded me, even when my boy is near

I am numb to what should be love, my heart is nearly frozen.

My God I call to you now! What will become of me?

I hear you have a will, maybe your will does not include me

I am here, I continue  to wilt, this life I live is,

Killing me.......