I hold my destiny in my hand

Loveing you is what I did best,

I told you I would love you till my last breath.

The more I say it the more it's true,

There is nothing I wouldn't do for you.

You had my heart in your hands,

But you left me there in the cold to stand.

All alone I wonder why.

More and more I want to die.

As you pass by you don't say a word,

It's like you don't hear what I say.

As soon as I look at you, you look away.

Rumors and lies is what did this to me,

But now I have to part like waves in the sea.

I hold my destiny in my hand,

For being with out you I can not stand.

As I hold the steel to my head,

I wonder what it will be like when I am dead.

So I take a deep breath, then take one more,

Pull the trigger, then fall to the floor.