Love I Guess

I can't do it anymore.
I can't hold it in.
I have to tell hem how I feel.
Feel about hem.

But every time I try I chock up inside.
I get butterflies.
I end up standing there.
Mouth open but no words falling out.
I look stupid.
And I am in need of rescuing
But there is no one there 
Just me and him.
Just standing there.
And then he laughs and walks away.

I don't think he knows.
Knows my secret
My secret about him
and I feel about him.
I wish I could tell him.
But I knew that i can't.
I don't have the courage.
Or the guts.
To face him
Face him with his beautiful brown eyes
And long brown hair.

I can sit there hours and daydream about him.
But I know I shouldn't.
Cause every time I even hear his name My face turns red
And I can't breath
I always think that he is behind me
and that he is talking to a friend.
But I know that he is not behind me.
Cause I am in my class and he is in his.
And then I am at my house and hem at his.

I think that I am paranoid.
I always think that he is here.
Here with me.
I can't help but to wonder
if he feels the same.
If he feels the butterflies.
Like the ones I feel.

I guess that you could say that I am in love.
In love with those eyes.
That personality.
The way he looks at me.
I guess that I am in love.