What i could of done. -- But now too late

Look what you did to me
and the thing that gets me
is that you can't even see

all the pain and shame
that you caused me for years to come

and all you can do is run
when you found out that i told
your so cold

now im heading down this wrong road
carrying this long load
but im so glad that i told

but i should of gone down that road to put you away
but i was scared
i thought you would come back and say

"your going to have to pay for putting me away for years"

now im sitting here drowning in my tears
trying to switch gears
trying to leave my fears alone

even though i've grown
im still in the zone
thinking about what happened
but i deal with it by making up songs and rapping

if i only had a crowd there clapping for me
so they can see i got poetry
and its my remedy

to say what i feel
and to say what is right
so i have to recite the words that are right
from Gods sight
that are in his book

i got to get back from what that man took from me
and eventually I'm going to see see

I'M THE KEY TO FREE PEOPLE JUST LIKE ME!