I don't know who I am any more...

And that's good enough for me.
I used to think
that everything depended on me
and what I did
to help others,
and that was all
there was to me.
I used to think
that I was supposed
to find the answers
and the solutions
to all the problems,
but I'm only one person.
I used to believe
that I should acquiesce
to all the circumstances
presented to me,
but now I know better.
So yes,
I don't know exactly
who I am any more.
I've lost a few roles,
but I've gained
some freedom
in my mind
and in my soul.

When I was truly lost,
and I was,
I sought out some assistance.
Through Bruce
I learned that
I was enough
but this did not mean
that I had to be everywhere
all the time.
I broke down
because of that
and I'm glad I did.
I let go
of what no longer
worked for me.
All because
I don't know
who I am any more.